I keep thinking that I am going to wake up one day and have my lightbulb moment. I battle within myself all the time over my weight.
My friend has been working out everyday and eating better ad she has dropped a good amount of weight. Well, 2 sizes to be exact, but when you are big, it is a world of difference. It seems every time I attempt to lead a healthy lifestyle, something happens and I seem to get sick.
I want to be thinner, I want to be healthier, I just don’t seem to have the will to do it. What’s wrong with me? Am I stupid or something? Grrrrrrrrrr!
Well, it has been a long while. I have come to a crossroads where I feel like I need to take a stand on something, or nothing will matter. I want to be able to blog and hopefully have folks read it.
This may take some time, since I need my husbands help, but in addition to this personal editorial, I will be launching my podcast/blog site in the next month or so. I wish to do this because it is something I am passionate about, and also will help to ground me as my hubby is gone quite alot and I find myself down in the dumps.
I will put more out there as time goes on. So if you are out there and you happen to read my updates, this is the first of many.
1. Take a picture of yourself right now
2. Don’t change clothes and don’t fix your hair, just take the picture
3. Post that picture with no editing
4. Post the instructions and tag people, or not. I choose not.
I loved the beaches in Puerto Vallarta, the cliffs of San Onofre but home is home and I love my So Cal beaches. Although the beaches in the Northwest are divine since you can drive on them. OH YEAH
Where is your favorite place to spend money?
I adore spending money on makeup, so the MAC counter, Sephora, Ulta anywhere like that. But I love to buy Steve stuff too, so there is always the gadget shops for geeks.
Where is a great place to watch people?
For enjoyment-Disneyland For shock value - NYC subway
Where is a good place to be totally alone?
My car because I can think, talk on my bluetooth, sing at the top of my lungs, cry…you name it. That is the place to be
Where is your favorite place to go on vacation?
Wherever I can be happy with my hunny. But, Disneyland is always where my heart is.
OK, so today’s entry was embarrassing to say the least. I mean here I am trying to be better about my diet and well…watch the video. Can only go up from here right? Right!
